jolene

every damn day of my life I try to be different.

and I don't know why, but "I Miss You" by Blink-182 just turned on and I almost wanted to cry.

different to me is normal.

and I guess you could switch those adjectives around and have a different sentence, but the same meaning:

normal to me is different.

I still don't know what love means.

I only hope to never know, just like the scientist in the world are always making new discoveries.

but, I can't be normal.

I have to be me.

and being me is different.

when I like a song, I will only listen to that song on repeat until I get sick of it.

but the funny thing is, I will always go back to it.

and I was the only one in my family to like that movie.

and I know we talked about how even if you think that you're doing something that's never been done before, you're wrong.

but I dunno, I'm a freaking nutcase.

and I hope there is no one else like me, for the sake of saving someone else.

I still sleep with my favorite stuffed animal from when I was 2 years old.

and I do think creativity exists.

you can be original.

someone HAD to do it first.

why couldn't it be you?

or me?